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Everything · Food & Drinks

Pizza or Thai food?

Home alone with Emilio. My husband went to the car Repair shop / work shop with my brother to fix out car. I don’t know what it calls.. Anyway, after the walk with my hip in massive pain and the flu that could kill an elephant i had no energy left to Cook dinner. I know. Sounds crazy but it’s true. So I decided to go out (lol that irony) and buy but the funny part was i didn’t know what to get. Should i get pizza or should i get thai food? I actually made a poll on my instastory (Instagram: justemmaz) and almost everyone voted for thai food. Only three i think voted for pizza. So thai food it was.

I took my regular meal. I don’t know the name of it in my head but I will look it up tomorrow. Anyway, I have eaten this so many times before and to be honest, it has never been strong which is positive for me. Because too strong food makes me 99% of times go to the emergency room. Why? I have something called gallstone and when I eat too strong food or apples with the peel or cucumber the pain kicks in. Emergency next.

This time the food were ridiculously strong. Oh my God. It actually burned in my mouth and I let Emilio try it before me. Yes I know. That’s crazy but he spit the food out right away. That’s when I noticed how strong it was. My son l o v e s strong food. And by strong food I mean s t r o o o o o o o o n g food. When I eat something too strong my tears are falling, mouth is burning and he eats like a hamster. But this time he spit it out.. That’s how strong it was.

The Thai food I had contains chicken, paprika, bamboo, onions and more. I never have beef on my food. Only chicken. There is a sauce I don’t know what it is. I think it’s like… Oyster sauce but I could be wrong. Like I wrote above, I will check it tomorrow.

So I’m actually are going to bed now. The time is soon 11 o’clock (11pm) here and I need my sleep. Emilio will wake up soon – he had started to wake up at night time.. Don’t know why.. Goodnight ๐ŸŒƒโค๏ธ


There was a surprise

Friday, August 23 2019

Hey guys! So today haven’t been the most productive day. Done the Dishes and went for a “long” walk. Well really it wasn’t a long walk, my hip is killing me so I can’t go for long but Anyway, i still went out on one. Yay!

Emilio decided not to take a nap like he always do at noon so I put him in a stroller and went out for a 3km walk. He decided to fall asleep during the walk instead. Ugh!

The “route” i walked was the regular one but instead of one lap i did two. But when I was going my first “lap” i saw this cuties on a bench. I felt I had to pause the app that tracked the walk i did and take a photo. So cute right?! Someone has plucked them and put them there. I didn’t touch them though. Thank god!

I texted my best friend asking what the app was called. I didn’t remember even though ive used it before. Anyway before she manage to answer me back i remembered it. Runkeeper is the app I was looking for. I downloaded it and started to tack my “route”. I just downloaded it to see how long it was and now I’m actually gonna use it everytime I’m out. Should be interesting.

This post is not sponsored or anything. Im just sharing what app i use.

Next time I’m gonna have my headphones because WOW it was so boring walking without music! I just need to make a good play list though. Any suggestions on music?

Wow. I just saw and realized misspelling on the pictures. So sorry about that!

Beauty · Everything · Me {photos}

Makeup of the day

Today’s makeup is simple. Brow with white touch.

I haven’t done something special. Simple makeup. I just used (no I didn’t use a primer today) day cream (i had a shower earlier and my skin is mixed with fatness and dryness), concealer on my eyelids (i know its not written on the picture), eyeshadows (4 different colors), three mascaras, bronzer, rouge, and highlighter. No foundation or concealer on my face.

My makeup i usually do comes from my Daily life but when I want to do something new and bold i go on pinterest or Facebook ~ makeup groups.

Do you guys want me to start write what products i use? Im just wondering.

Everything · My Son

Big boy

Thursday, August 22nd 2019.

Nothing special has happened today. Emilio has been at the kindergarten. We have cleaned . I went to the outlet store with my sister (yes the store where I bought my skull with lantern). This time I didn’t buy anything. To be honest, nothing made me go wow. OH I lied! i bought two things.. Candy for ยฃ2 and an ice cream to Emilio because he was falling asleep when we went there and I knew if he had fallen asleep… Ohmylord.. I wouldn’t be able to write this. So, in total i bought for ยฃ3. Wow! Lol.

Today has been an heavy day, hard and heavy. The reason is that today my fsther (rest in peace) would have turn 69 years old. But unfortunately he is in Heaven together with my mother.. My they both rest in peace.

Maybe a list would work for this post. Not sure though but here we go

โ€ข The flu is ridiculous
This flu is ridiculous. It goes around all the time in my family. When I feel better my son gets it and so on and on. The cough i have now is horrible. I think I have coughed so much that a rib or two is off.

โ€ข Emilio helped with the dishes
He is so cute! When ever someone of us (M and I) is doing the Dishes Emilio draga a chair from the kitchen table and climb up. Just so he can help us! Well.. Mostly to splash water all over.

โ€ข clean clean clean
No need to write something here. Cleaning while being sick. Lovely .

โ€ข people thinks my cat is sick
Everyone keeps saying that. “she looks tired” “she looks depressed” etc. I think I need to fix an appointment.

โ€ข five days
To my birthday. Nothing to write to be honest.

Good night everyone!


Happy birthday my angel

August 22nd 2019

Dear Dad. Today you would have turned the age of 69. Not celebrating this day with you hurts. Like hell. Many people say that with time all wounds heal which is true to a small part but right when it is your birthday or anniversary it is terribly painful.

I just said to my son who lay down on me and looked at you in photos. Put his hand on the phone. “today your grandfather is celebrating years”. He lay down his head again and kinda “hugged” me before he ran off.

Dad, even if you are in heaven you are together with the love of your life – mom. This is the first time you are celebrating your birthday together. Even though the day is hard, I think about all the beautiful and fun memories I have to make the day a little easier. Memories like when you stopped and helped two men from the Netherlands with their truck and your English were so bad that I got to talk to them. Memories like when we went in your Cadillac and Buick. Memories that warm one’s heart in deep and gloomy days.

Happy birthday dad, I hope you have a good time in heaven, that you and mom celebrate it big!

I miss and love you dad. Wish you could come home again with mom. In five days, it’s my birthday. How should I be able to celebrate it? Now that my two beautiful angels are in heaven? My wish when I blow out the candlds is for you and mom to come home, though I know it is impossible.

Congratulations to your 69th birthday dad โค๏ธ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‚


The life..

๐ŸŒธ ๐Œ ๐˜ ๐‘ ๐„ ๐€ ๐‹ ๐ˆ ๐“ ๐˜ ๐ŸŒธโฃ
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ต’๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ. ~ Tony Rockโฃ
๐๐ž๐จ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฅ๐ข๐Ÿ๐ž ๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ง ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐š๐ฏ๐ž ๐๐ข๐š๐›๐ž๐ญ๐ž๐ฌ. People thinks they have to do a lifestyle change. People always say “๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต”. The fact that people feel sorry for anyone with diabetes is wrong. Some are born with it. Some gets it later in life. Some gets it from their parents or relatives ~ genetic. I discovered my diabetes back in 2009 (I think) and sure I haven’t been taking care of it so good but it’s never too late for a change. โฃ
After mom died back in April I haven’t taken take of myself. Food has been my comfort and so has sweets. Been sick and not well has made me eat more. It’s the truth. But then I remembered what my mom said to me before “๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ”. My dad had diabetes as well. My mom had it. My uncle has it and went through some complications. Out of five siblings I’m the only one. With a son, a husband, four siblings and five nieces and nephews its time for a change.โฃ
๐˜ˆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ˆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜บ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ’๐˜ต ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ. ๐˜›๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ. ๐˜›๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ต.


What a lovely start of this morning.. Not..

Tuesday, August 20th 2019.

Hi guys! Just a quick pop in here. I’m currently waiting on the bus to go to my job interview so killing time by writing this.

Today did not start good. First I woke up at 3.20am. Emilio had a nightscare or what to call it. I don’t know. So I went to him and lied down with him. He didn’t fall asleep until 5.30am and my alarm was supposed to go off at 6am. While getting ready I poked myself in the eye with mascara (lol I know!) and I went to drop Emilio off at the kindergarten at 7.30am WHICH I messaged them about last night. One rude ass teacher calls me and yell & screamed at me while I was on the bus on the way in to the town to be able to take the next bus to the interview. Let me just say that I had to stay calm so hard. I was so mad! Apparently me and my husband drops Emilio off to many times. Hello? He has a spot there? Omg. Anyway so many arguments and yelled at I managed to fix so my sister in law is picking Emilio up at 2pm instead of 5pm.

So I can honestly say im super mad but trying to calm down before the meeting. Wish me luck. I will blog more later but right now I need to save battery. My phone EATS literally eats the battery.